In loving memory of my Sister

Patricia (Patty) Brockie Benschotter

December 5, 1959 - March 8, 1996

I originally wrote this for my old website (Christianbeliever.com).  The text is in two parts, first, it explains her tragic death in 1996 in terms that I could deal with.  Secondly, I have described the miracle of 1999. 

The music you are listening to is from U2 (I still haven't found what I'm looking for).  It was Patty's favorite.

Click on her picture for our story. 

I still haven't found what I'm looking for

 I have climbed the highest mountains

 I have run through the fields

 Only to be with you

 Only to be with you

 I have run I have crawled

 I have scaled these city walls

 Only to be with you

 But I still haven't found

What I'm looking for

 But I still haven't found

 What I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips

 Felt the healing in her fingertips

 It burned like fire

 This burning desire

 I have spoke with the tongue of angels

 I have held the hand of a devil

 It was warm in the night

 I was cold as a stone

 But I still haven't found

 What I'm looking for

But I still haven't found

 What I'm looking for

 I believe in the Kingdom Come

 Then all the colors will bleed into one

 But yes I'm still running

 You broke the bonds

 You loosed the chains

 You carried the cross

 And my shame

 And my shame

 You know I believe it

 But I still haven't found

 What I'm looking for

 But I still haven't found

What I'm looking for